I look around, I stand out in the crowd
The blow of the winds seems perfect,
The future, safe and sound!
Everything I ever sacrificed,
Now seems totally worth it
I don’t feel the need to look back anymore,
I regret not even a bit
Then suddenly the direction of the wind changes,
And a tyrant breaks out
Overpowering me leaves me helpless
Sad, down, astound!
I am reminded of the past,
I’ve faced the same tyrant before, aghast
I am also reminded of the worst,
Back then to the tyrant, I’d lost
The leaves keep rustling, the winds keep blowing
Seeing them so ecstatic, I had believed
The circumstances too would remain static
The unwanted emotions keep recurring,
Then they’re at rest, much to my despair
Wouldn’t they ever go away? I wonder
Saturation levels are met, and wounds beyond repair.
Frustration bottles up, acceptance and giving up
How did these become a part of my journey?
One which started rather beautifully,
For throughout I had, a mother-like figure guiding me
That same guiding hand starts to doubt me now, misunderstandings find their way
The winds must prepare for a change of direction again,
As I take off to change my fate.
And again, I am lifted. Even the sun seems to smile
Relief, hope, satisfaction and all that I was acquainted with, return
But only for a short while!
The tyrant refuses to set back.
Even the winds are on his side
But worst of all is being compared to him,
By none other than the mother-like guide
The water flows, it flows non-stop.
It’s the genuine souls that come to aid,
Some good comes out of everything
In this life lesson, it was a friend made.
I care not of anything but the guardian’s trust
I await no more the journey’s end.
For me, the battle’s already won
As the tyrant made enemies and I made friends.
J'aime the title and the poem. Tyrant is a better off expression than monser for sure. Long way to go Chandraaa!
ReplyDeleteAnd that's coming from a poet himself!
ReplyDeleteThankyou =)You made it better.